很多時候，我也不知道自己的決定是對還錯，
就像出國唸書這件事情，不要看我說的那麼肯定，其實我徬徨的不得了，
出國唸書的投資成本這麼高，幾百萬就這麼不見，連考個試都是要八千多塊
我又沒有有錢的老爹老娘可以靠，所有的錢要自己貸款，
真不知道我哪來的有錢說自己要出國?
很多人問我這樣值得嗎？這樣要還錢環到什麼時候？這樣男朋友怎麼辦？這樣結婚怎麼辦？
我不知道，我真的不知道，我只知道我得這麼做。
雖然我有官方上幾十個理由，但是最主要的原因是，
這是從高中就計畫要做的事；我心中有一個聲音要我一定要這麼做；
與其說我敢這麼做，不如說我不敢不這麼做，
我不敢接受不跟著自己的心走會有什麼樣的下場，
大家的疑問也是我的疑問，但是Steve Job 的話，讓我有些方向
Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice.
And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.
They somehow already know what you truly want to become.
Everything else is secondary.
雖然這麼說，但相信我，很多時候，我也很害怕
標籤： 心情
雖說"The phantom of the Opera歌劇魅影"創造了不少音樂劇的各項奇蹟與紀錄，但是在我心目中第一名的音樂劇還是"Les Miserables 悲慘世界"。
On My Own Lyrics
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
Without a home, without a friend
without a face to say hello to
But now the night is near
And I can make-believe he's here
Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me
In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers
I love him
But every day I'm lonely
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known
I love him
I love him
I love him...
But only on my own...
雖然有人是推薦日本人Kaho Shimada 所唱的版本，我也承認Lea Salonga有時後確實唱的太憤慨，但是她的聲音真得好棒喔~ 高亢時高亢，甜美時也是超甜美，雖然她這個版本並沒有真實演出，但只是穿上戲服跟加一些簡單的動作，但是她將單相思的心情演的絲絲入扣，尤其是她最後唱 "l love him but only on my own" 真的可以從她眼神中看到那種知道不可能的絕望。
後來，Eponine為Marius送信給Marius的愛人，確不幸中彈死在Marius懷裡，此石唱的"Little drop of Rain"，是另一首催淚的歌
其他好多好多首，都是讓人一聽難忘，現場看"歌劇魅影"時其實滿失望的，雖然場面真的很大，機關真的很多，但是我剛開始真的快睡著了 (囧)，演員感覺就是很照本宣科演出，其實雖然舞臺劇觀眾沒法看到演員所有的表情，但是演員情感的投入是有號召力的，情緒是有渲染力的，相較之下，雖然十周年慶版本的"悲慘世界"沒有演出，但是演員真情投入，仍然讓電腦另一頭的我，眼淚撲簌簌。 :P
標籤： 藝文